Feeling fat, frumpy, unaccomplished. Thinking ever more about dropping it all like a plate of hors d'oeuvres and running away to the country to live in a place where I can attend to my own house, inside and out, and never have it sullied by the real world ever again.

Gonna go see my doc on Weds for a recc to a dermatologist about this skin problem, and about PMDD. I hope to god she won't fight me on getting some Zoloft, or else there'll be something else entirely different going through my head.